I Only Want to be Light... Really?
- Marinna Ri Siri
- 3 days ago
- 2 min read
Updated: 2 days ago
WE LIVE IN A WORLD OF DUALITY
– light and dark,
– good and bad,
– spiritual and physical.
From a young age, we’re taught to pick a side.
– Choose light.
– Reject dark.
– Stay pure.
– Be good.
But here’s what most people don’t realize:
WHEN WE DIVIDE OURSELVES, WE LOSE OUR POWER.
Light without darkness has no depth.
Darkness without light has no life.
The darkness we’re told to fear isn’t inherently evil. What makes darkness harmful is when it’s left unexamined, denied, or hidden. That’s when it distorts. That’s when it turns destructive.
DARK WITHOUT LIGHT IS WHERE EVIL IS BORN.
– Because there’s no awareness.
– No warmth.
– No guiding presence.
But the moment you bring light into the dark… something sacred happens.
The darkness is no longer something to fight. It becomes something
– to face,
– to listen to,
– to Integrate.
“All light is powerless. Just like all dark is powerless.” Wholeness begins where we stop choosing sides.
You don’t embrace your darkness so you can act on it. You embrace it to integrate it.
You face your anger, shame, jealousy, grief... not to justify them, but to understand them. To bring loving presence to the parts of you that have been carrying pain in silence.
THIS IS HOW WHOLENESS IS BORN.
Not by becoming more light. But by ending the war between your parts.
Wholeness doesn’t say, “Only this part of me is welcome.”
It says, “All of me belongs. And all of me in wholeness is extraordinary."
THE LANDSCAPE OF WHOLENESS
Imagine a landscape in total darkness. You can’t see anything. It feels overwhelming, uncertain, disorienting.

Now imagine a landscape with nothing but light. No shadow.
No contrast. You still can’t see. Everything is flat, washed out, blinding.

But bring them together? Light and shadow? NOW YOU SEE THE FULL PICTURE.
Mountains appear. Trees gain shape. Depth comes alive. And not only that... COLOR EMERGES.

Because it’s not the light alone that makes things beautiful. It’s the contrast. The harmony. The dance.
MORE THAN THE SUM OF ITS PARTS
Wholeness is the integration of
– dark and light,
– fear and faith,
– shadow and soul.
And here’s the magic:
WHEN LIGHT AND DARK MEET IN WHOLENESS, THEY DON’T JUST COEXIST... THEY CREATE SOMETHING ENTIRELY NEW.
You become not just two halves stitched together. You become something more powerful, more radiant, more REAL than either side could be alone.
ALL OF SOMETHING REAL IS GREATER THAN THE SUM OF ITS PARTS.
It’s more dynamic than the mind can comprehend. It carries more power than the heart alone can hold. This is the ALCHEMY OF WHOLENESS. This is the invitation.
You are not here to be half of something good. You are here to become ALL of something real.
And that includes the parts you once tried to hide.
– Bring them into the light.
– Let them be faced.
– Let them be embraced.
That’s where your power is. That’s where your aliveness lives. That’s what wholeness truly means.
Marinna
with you in wholeness
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